Saturday afternoon of a long weekend. This time off was so necessary. After a hectic, stressful, busy, emotionally challenging week I am feeling a bit like a filthy t-shirt you wear for the entirety of a four-day music festival. I’ve seen all kinds of shit. It was like crawling through the desert on one’s belly, the oasis always beyond one’s reach. Then you find out that the desert is filled with landmines and the oasis is just a mirage. Still, as all things must pass, the stress did recede like the ocean after an angry storm, and all was calm once more. This weekend is the Richard Gere to my Debra Winger.
To take my Officer and a Gentleman metaphor one step further…this week has been the Louis Gossett Jr to my Richard Gere, forever riding my ass and testing me to the brink of sanity.
It’s like…”Thanks a lot universe, what did I ever do to you?”
Leading up to the long weekend, Benjamin and I were making a lot of plans. ‘Let’s go on a mini break’, “Let’s go to the lake’, “Let’s see people’. And now, past lunchtime on Saturday it’s like…. ‘Let’s never leave the couch ever again”.
After the longest winter ever, the long work hours and Netflix on the couch I’m feeling…like I could use a little bit of a detox. But then I hear about no bread, dairy, alcohol or caffeine, and I feel instantly bored. As for activity, I love to be tricked into exercising. I love my yoga, and a good long walk, but anything with a higher intensity level is too much to bear. My favorite thing to do when I have free-time is research and write blogs. I spend an inordinate amount on time on the computer, social media updates and promoting different events. Endlessly searching Google images for the right picture to capture my particular vision. It’s satisfying mentally, but it’s no cardio, and does absolutely nothing for my core. I think about exercise more than I actually exercise. I think about it as I’m drifting off to sleep. I’ll get up an hour early and exercise. That’s what I’ll do. And then the morning comes and I hit the snooze harder than I would hit the gym. I should really make time, take up jogging, do it everyday. Then again, nobody looks happy whilst running. In reality, I’d only run if I was being chased.
I mean, I walk briskly from the parking lot to the office, I move around a lot of work and I go to yoga class a few times a month. But that’s hardly a calorie burner. My friend invited me over and over to come to kick-boxing. The timing was difficult, but then I finally made it and it was awesome. I resolved to buy a punch card, go all the time, be fitter, be better, perfect my round-house kick. And then I took on additional projects and have never been available since. Free time is feeling scarce, and I do need to maintain my creative life. Thought admittedly, the writing doesn’t take nearly as long as searching for pictures. Example, I’ve spent fifteen minutes searching “Baby Got Back”. But aren’t you glad I did?
- “I’m tired of magazines/Sayin’ flat butts are the thing”
- “I ain’t talkin’ bout Playboy/Cause silicone parts are made for toys”
- “So Cosmo says you’re fat/Well I ain’t down with that!”
- Yeah, baby … when it comes to females, Cosmo ain’t got nothin’ to do with my selection. 36-24-36? Ha ha, only if she’s 5’3″.
- So your girlfriend rolls a Honda/Playin’ workout tapes by Fonda/But Fonda ain’t got a motor in the back of her Honda
Sir Mix-a-Lot is a true poet. And he’s right about Jane Fonda. She doesn’t have much going on in the Honda of her Fonda. Led to believe that Mix-a-Lot ran a support group for big-bootied ladies, I dialed 1-900-MIXALOT, to talk about my body issues. When he said, “To the beanpole dames in the magazines/You ain’t it, Miss Thing!”, I really felt a kinship. I felt empowered. I was trying to do as Sir Mix-a-Lot says, and “kick them nasty thoughts”, but I think I’ve misunderstood what he meant by ‘nasty’. Unfortunately, the representative was rather crude, kept referring to his anaconda, and ‘doubling up on my juicy double’…whatever that means I am still trying to figure out. I’m pretty sure it was Drake; he is long, strong and is always down get the friction on.
Really, if you look at the lyrics with a critical eye, the rapper is still telling you to get a sweat on. After all, he likes to keep [his] women like Flo Jo.
Goodness me, Flo Jo was a fit lady, known as the fastest woman in the world. Wonder what her secret was, besides God-given talent and speed? The fastest woman in the world also had the longest nails in the world. Pretty difficult to tuck into recreational snacking with those Freddy Kruger fingers at the helm.
It’s a balancing act trying to please this body-conscious performer. According to the Gospel to Sir Mix-a-Lot: “You can do side bends or sit-ups/ But please don’t lose that butt”. He also heeds a warning: some brothers will play that “hard” role, and try to tell you that the butt ain’t gold. Don’t worry, remember your affirmations ladies, your butt is plenty gold. When non-big butt enthusiasts “toss it and leave it”, you can count on Sir Mix to “pull up quick to retrieve it”. That’s comforting. But it’s a lot of pressure to live up to. Imagine deliberately trying to have a fat ass?
The likes of Twiggy, Audrey Hepburn and Kate Moss were an anomaly in a world that once leaned towards the full female figure. Certain retro advertisements were certainly geared towards curvaceousness as sexy, and skinny as lacking.
Of course, for every Sir-Mix certified ad encouraging curves, there’s evil advertising that says…”you’re fat, stop that”. Loving this ad below, the clever ad execs behind this gem offered a pearl of a tagline for this product. Shape. “Stop eating”. Subtle.
Thank God that Warner’s has a Body-Do, because I’m apparently a ‘body-don’t”. The pear shape is here to stay, I had a big butt when I was a new born baby. That’s just nature. Good thing there are so many wonderful products out there to accommodate your full figure.
Why must generous portions of lady curves have to be reduced to words like chubby? Where is Sir Mix-a-Lot when we need him more than ever?
Easy on the sugar indeed. She’s so hungry and acidic from all the eggs and grapefruit that she’s seconds away from ramming that spoon us that smug bastard’s nose, in the same way ancient Egyptians yank out the brain for mummification. Reduce this motherfucker. Then she could enjoy a large cinnamon bun, sickeningly sweet tea and smoke a cigarette with sticky cream-cheese icing fingers while her husband quietly bleeds to death on the carpet. This is why we need carbs people.
I’m 32 now, skin elasticity is as fleeting as fertility and youth. How can I have my cake and burn it off too? As always, I turn to Victoria Beckham for advice. She is a busy mother-of-four, a designer, entrepreneur world traveler, and she is fit as fuck. How does she do it?
Naturally. Take the fun of work and then add more work. I would literally die if I tried to attempt this. There is almost no space between the treadmill and the wall. Isaac Hayes died on a treadmill and he was probably in suitable footwear. Me + typing + treadmill x those epic heels=suicide bomber’s certainty of personal injury.
Bully for you Mrs Beckham. Is that why you’re lying on the ground? I could wear stilettos all day too if all I had to do was laze about on my back kicking my legs in the air. I will just need a pillow, my phone and somebody’s WiFi password…and David Beckham to pop in and bask in the glory of my beauty. I don’t know, I have a difficult time prescribing to celebrity doctrines. Sure, they put in the work to maintain their pristine figures, but if I had a team of people behind me I could make a hobo red carpet ready. But wait–there are people far busier than you that look better than you, also without the luxury of extra help.
I’d love to see this gal post this on the local Mom Swap Facebook page, and then read the 350 comments over a glass of wine. This mother of three has a better body than me. What’s my excuse? Meh, I’m not too fussed really. It’s not as important as everything else. I mean, if I could naturally look like Audrey Hepburn, that would be ideal.
Since I don’t have a dancer’s body, I can’t help but want to find the balance between happy to improve but happy to love myself regardless of my physical imperfections.
Still, I catch the occasional glimpse in the mirror that makes me wonder whether some crazy-long Flo Jo nails would be a good idea. Or maybe I should worry less about exercise and just take up smoking.
Then again, you wouldn’t like me when I am hungry. It’s like those Snickers ads, only I don’t turn into a hilarious caricature, but a snarling werewolf.
Hungry + angry =Hangry. That’s my personal danger zone. You wouldn’t like me when I’m hangry. It’s like drowning and having no air to breathe.
This isn’t sounding good. I don’t want to not eat, all my favorite things involve sitting and a committed exercise regime is not suiting my current schedule. This is a slippery slope between having a muffin top and being the mom from What’s Eating Gilbert Grape.
My brother Mark and I got talking about that film on our morning hike. It’s too sad to ever watch again, but it still resonates as a genuine fear. How does that happen…you are born, you are a child–learn behaviors and eating habits, you grow up, and eventually become so obese that it’s easier to burn the house down than to remove your dead body through the front door. Of course, there is a long road between thick and thin and back again. You are usually just going along in your life, not necessarily seeing the changes in yourself until you catch a reflection.
These photographs are a few years old now, but a terrific example of body shaming. Jennifer Love-Hewitt is a happy and well-fed gal and the internet had a field day, hammering her for being “fat”. For the rest of us, with bodies just like that, it sends a clear message that this is an unacceptable joke-worthy body type.
If she’s happy, and her lover is happy, she is healthy, and her clothes fit, then what’s the trouble? She’s on holiday, she’s relaxed. Does every day need to be met by a date with the treadmill? Ugh, the idea of exercise…how exhausting. The idea of fitting it into jam packed days is even more exhausting. I wish I could adopt a fictional Gilmore Girls-esque all you can eat, movies and junk food couch potato lifestyle, and still maintain a spectacular physique.
I flip through a magazine, read the weight-loss success stories and for a fleeting moment, wish I were just like the models in the magazine. But then again, who would want to work that hard? Until the day comes that I shake from me the excuses and muster up the commitment to truly trim down, I’ll be happy as Love-Hewitt, splashing in the water, not for a second wishing I were any different. What can I say? I like big butts and cannot lie.
Images Courtesy of Google